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i told myself that i have cried enough.
but i couldn't hold back my tears
i couldn't forget him.
his death was so sudden
we didn't expect that could happen at that very critical moment.
there are a lot of this that i want to do with him
i still want to talk to him.i still want to be with him.i still want see him happy for the last time.
i know the time will come.
but,
its hard to accept the fact that he is gone
a week ago,
he talked to me about how fast i had grown up
and now.
i couldn't tell him how much i miss him at this very minute
all of us love you.
however,god loves you more than us.
but why does it seem hard for me to accept it?
he is still in his 50s.
now,i am not able to call anyone,Wak In
















i know it is dumb for me to write all this stuff in my blog.
but i just need to tell this to someone.
i don't want to bottle up everything in me.
maybe i just need to create another blog.so that strangers would read it.