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i wish i could talk to both of you
I would share my stories with both of you
and you would share your stories with me
but
it won't happen
i know.
but,
i just miss both of you.
really.

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no words can explain what I'm actually feeling inside.
they just wont listen to me.
and,
what hurt most,
the laughed at me
and my parents never hear me out.

I've changed the url of blog.
cos
i need a little privacy.
iidayu.bs.com
my name,
that brings a lot of memorey

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thanks Zakiah for the day outing just now.
i had a wonderful time there even though we had to wait for that pathetic bus.
hahas.
I had just got back from expo metro sale,parkway parade and of course ECP
and i am super satisfied after buying dad a gift,yellow polo tee.
And myself a grey jacket.
i managed to forget about school and family stuffs.
well, that is a good thing.
but it wont vanish just like that.
problems would not be able to be solved unless we solve it. on our own.
i am just a girl who just loves to bottle things up
and i hate sharing them.please don't put pressure on me.i had enough already.
leave me alone.





















































Happy belated birthday to my dearest Afifah!
&
Happy 43th birthday to My dearest country, Singapore!

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just give a break can?
i felt like making the time freeze just for an hour or a day.
sadly no one can does that.
i just want to settle down.
take a deep breathe but i can't
school and family stuffs are just cramped inside my damn head.
i can't possibly take it out or just flush it out.
they just revolves in my mind, making me go crazy.
and all my problems are not settled yet.
however,
another problem came and drive me crazy
one after another.
i wish i can just get out of this school and country
and travel to a place where the pace of life is simply clos and relaxing.
it is just a hopeless wish.
i want to get out of this.
get out of all those situation and just be a typical innocent student,knowing nothing.
i can't bear thinking and crying about my idiotic fucking problems.
no one seems to be able to help me.
not even one.cos they don't understand me.and i don't understand them.







i am sorry for disappointing all the people out there.my parents.my friends.my pals.

















they kep on buzzing in my ears asking me to fall.